Saturday, March 18, 2017

03.18.2017 - Saturday - G's Birthday

He made it.

When we sang happy birthday to him and it got to the end I thought, oh man, I hope no one says, "and many more" No one did. We all just clapped. 

It was rushed and hurried and stressful but it was a good day. 

Sunday, March 12, 2017

03.12.2017 - Sunday - Gift

What do you buy a dying baby for his third birthday?

A question I asked myself today.

The only answer is, "a miracle."


Friday, March 10, 2017

03.10.2017 - Friday - G-trip

I purchased my plane tickets months ago.

I have been planning on being at his 3rd birthday since forever.

And now, I don't want to go.

I don't want THIS  to be the last time I see him.

I want to express these thoughts to Rachel but if she's not already having them why should I put them in her head?